Qayin.. My friend we are with you and praying .. much love from your family here

[joykillah]

   

        Qayin... I don't really know where to begin.  I just recieved the news about you being ill. We have been friends for many many years grant.  You have picked me up when i was down. You have been there when no one else was.  You have been a inspiration to me and to ][)K. Family doesn't stop at blood my brother.  You have done so many things for this clan over the years and to think of it without you i just cannot fathom the idea.  I've asked everyone to pray for you.  You have people that care for you here.  For so many years you have had my back regardless of what i've done or not done.  You have poor'd hours of time and dedication to ][)K.  You will live on forever in the code of ][)K and in the things you have taught and made and left behind.  There was so many times that you where there for me and I want you to know that I will always be here for you.  please get in touch with me. I'm really upset right now after hearing about this so my words may not be as noble as I want them to be but I want to dedicate ][)K to you.. ][)K would not of become what it is without your help and contributions.  You will live on forever in ][)K and in my heart. I have allready shed many tears and I imagine I will shed many more for you.

I love you my brother..

My prayers are with you my friend.

May you find peace for you deserve to be rewarded in heaven for you brought smiles to us all and inspiration. You mark will be left on all of our souls forever.  I will pray for you my brother.

Your truest friend... your brother.... the guy who loves you like family.

Brett/JoYkiLLaH

[Warlock]

Really sorry to hear all this I don't even know what to say... Qayin you're a great guy and you will be missed, still can't believe what I'm hearing... I'll be praying for you brother and so will all of the members of DK and if theres anything you or your family needs you know you can come to any of us.

[joykillah]

good words warlock

[Enoch]

Qayin, I remember the first time i met you on battle.net you opened my eye's to a whole new world. I was masked by the dumb things on the internet. My knowledge would have not been anywhere what it is today, when it comes to network's and the internet. Just want you to know Buddie i am rooting for you, you have my respect, Love, Admiration. I wish you the best in these dark times. I know what it is like to find thing's out that some how or another drive your mood into dark thought's and to curse God & or a "Higher Power", Which ever you believe in, but please remember keep your head up and remember you have friend's and family that are always here for you and that the man up stair's has always had a plan for us. We all miss you very much and if you ever need anything please do not hesitate to get a hold of any of us.

- Your Brother & Best Friend.
      {][)K}En0cH+L$+ 

[drayvin]

Hey Qay, fuck all these fags, I love you the most. But for real man, I am sincerely sorry to hear about such an awful thing like cancer could bring you down. I hope you and your family use this time to grow closer together and use the time you have left sparingly. You will be missed, +L$+ 4 life.

[buff]

Keep your head up Qay, it's been a long time since we talked but i still remember testing out your bots for you and shit man. Hope it all gets better for you bro, better get on here and let us know whats going on because I guarantee you people want to know, I know I do. You're a good dude and you taught people a lot of shit over the years on bnet.. but like I said, hope it all works out for you man I'm keepin ya in my prayers.

[joykillah]

Please get in touch with us qayin I hope this thread gets your attention I'm leaving it up as number one site post for as long as this site is up untill you respond.

[tazgillv]

Qayin,
   I know you don't know me, but I'm Joy's girl and he told me what is going on. I'm very sorry to hear what happened and if there is anything that we can do even if you need someone just to talk to we are here. My name is Jill. Just let me know. You are in our Prayers. I have had family and friends with cancer that have beat it. Just let me know.

Jill

[buff]

So.. is this the same Jill that loads all the time? LOL

[zenik]

Very sad news indeed. Hopefully he can contact us somehow.

[Myst]

You had a great positive attitude when you told us all on IRC about what happened.  Keep that focus and triumph through. 

[Inverse]

hmm.
well, i wish that i could say we were good friends, but you obviously know that's not true. nonetheless, i'm sorry to hear that you have cancer. the only thing you can do now is just fight it.

i would.
[EDIT: oh. just incase you feel like getting a hold of me for any reason, Qayin, or anyone.. i have two cell numbers. they are as follows.]
505-236-9872 (Talk/Text)
505-870-4043 (TEXT ONLY)

[lukdae]

Qayin, I don't you as well as others do but you have been around for as long as I can recall. I don't like to hear about young folks being stricken with illness. Though it does happen, no rhyme or reason. Fight the good fight!!

Peace!!

[joykillah]

UPDATE GOOD NEWS

> i spoke with qayin today
[7:33PM] <joykillah> he's on his last week of chemo
[7:33PM] <joykillah> hes got a really posative attitude
[7:33PM] <joykillah> the doctors think he could beat it
[7:34PM] <joykillah> he is in really well spirits
[7:34PM] <joykillah> doing really well

he had 2 really close calls where they almost lost him but he's doing really good now

He's gonna try and get online in another month or so.

I wanna thank everyone for praying for him because his daignoses was that he only had so long to live... and it looks like he's gonna beat this thing... there is power in prayer... and if u didn't pray for him cuz thats not ur thing at least u thought about him..

thanks everyone this was really upsetting to me and i think our prayers were answered.

[buff]

At least it's some good news. Keep it comin man